I crave your company more than I crave my solitude

urkaive
1 min readJun 25, 2024

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Queen of Tears — 2024

“As someone who belongs to “lone wolves” or “introverts,” as you may say, I feel more comfortable being alone.”

“I love spending quality time with myself, not because I don’t like being around other people, but because I feel free when I’m exploring things on my own.”

That was my line back then.

I crave your company more than I crave my solitude.

From “I want to explore things on my own” to “I want to achieve every bucklist with you.”

My preference for spending quality time with myself has been replaced by a desire to create yellow-core memories with you.

From someone who tries to stay as far away as possible from social interactions to someone who loves to be socially active as long as it is you.

Once a “monophile” and become the opposite.

I used to embrace my introverted nature.

I valued my solitude and my independence.

But right now, I find myself yearning for your presence instead of looking for moments to be in isolation myself.

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